Yesterday my husband and I went to a new neuro. He is actually the neuro I have spoken with many times before so I know him well and he knows alot about my history so I wasn't nervous about meeting him.
I was however nervous about his response to my condition and how it has worsened over the past year.
He's not a "beat around the bush" kind of guy so I knew he would have something to say.
For the past year my previous neuro just seems to have given up on me. It took him 8 days to return my call. I don't call often but wierd things were happening and I was concerned.
Mid conversation my previous neuro said " I've got to go" and hung up. WTF? Did he really hang up on me?
Normally I would have gotten upset but I took it as a sign for me to move on. It's not the first time he has acted or said something inappopiate. Two years ago when my dog was so sick I told him at my appt that I hadn't slept in weeks because I was up all night with my sick dog. He told me to "get rid of the dog". We had to put her down just a short time later. His words still haunt me.
Anyway, I realized a while ago it was time for me to stand up for myself and change neuro's. So I did.
My nervousness yesterday was that I was knew my neuro was neglecting me and I was not getting the care I needed or deserved for that matter. But I didn't realize or maybe wouldn't admit (denial) that my condition had worsened. Now I am concerend the damage is done and I will just get worse.
I am bordering on depression this week. Its that time of the month and that's not helping my mood.
Next week we have tests and stuff I have to undergo. I will keep you posted.
I know I am strong ( as many of you have reminded me today) when I reached out to my blogging friends and once again they were there.
Thank you ladies. You are the best. I am crying as I write this thinking of all the situations we have gotten each other thru. Thisi tme its me that needs thesupport and as I knew you would lift my spirits.
It's gonna be a rollercoaster for me the next few weeks. And of course, where is my "supportive family? If you find them let them know they dropped the ball once again. :-(
Have a great day everybody ~
Cathy & the wonder dogs-Ripley and Noelle ( who give the best darn hugs when you need them)
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Thursday, August 5, 2010
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Orange is the New Pink
This shirt is part of a major fundraiser for the National MS Society. We will donate $2.50 from each tshirt sold to NMSS.
Tshirt is available in Orange with Pink and white imprint or in Pink with orange and white imprint.
Shirts are $15.99 ea S-XL
$17.99 ea 2XL
$19.99 ea 3XL
$22.99 ea 4XL
Order yours today and lets find a cure !!! Order one for every member of your family
Tshirt is available in Orange with Pink and white imprint or in Pink with orange and white imprint.
Shirts are $15.99 ea S-XL
$17.99 ea 2XL
$19.99 ea 3XL
$22.99 ea 4XL
Order yours today and lets find a cure !!! Order one for every member of your family
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
If you name me, you'll win me !!
Today on my facebook page for the business http://www.themsshoppe.com/ I posted an adorable picture of a bear I just bought for the website.
The bear itself is not for sale yet. It should be here in the next few days.
I am holding a "name me" contest. You can post a suggestion or two or twelve on my blog here or my facebook page.
The winner, in addition to bragging rights, you will recieve a " big white fluffy bear" .
So the bear is our newest addition to our MS Hug Bears. I sell so many bears I am constantly running out of stock and because our MS is always changing I like to also change the bears.
I also buy closeouts in large quantities.
This MS Hug bear is 18 inches, white, fluffy and super soft. But it needs a name.
So, please please please tell your friends and families about this bear's dilemna and help us name it.
My first suggestion was Marshmellow Fluff Bear. Put your thinking caps on and I am sure you can do better than me.
Have a great Day Everybody
Cathy
http://www.themsshoppe.com/
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Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Lunch out, walking the walk !!
Today I went to lunch with my friend Barb. She is one of those people that can always pick you up no matter what kind of mood you are in.
I felt good today so I didn't need too much uplifting. We just both needed a chance to talk.
She has a family and I have a husband who is never in town and both of us never treat ourselves to lunch.
Mark was in town so he was able to drop me off and then come pick me up. We split lunch so we had some leftovers which we both decided we should give to Mark.
Like I said I am walking pretty good today so I decided to just bring my cane. Asked for help when I needed it ( I couldn't manage the cane, the stairs and the precious box of leftovers for Mark) all at the same time. I was so happy with my progress walking.
As many of you know I gave up ( ok fired) my personal trainer. And physical therapists out here couldn't spell MS let alone know what to do with a person who deals with it. so I decided I would be my own physical therapist and personal trainer.
I have doing alot of research on walking and gait problems and my plan is to walk better.
When I think of how much money I have wasted paying someone it makes me sick.
I am already walking better. Today proved my efforts are working. Im proud of myself and I will keep you updated on my progress.
Have a great day everybody. Storms are coming ourway again for tonight.( surprise surprise)
Cathy
http://www.themsshoppe.com/
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I felt good today so I didn't need too much uplifting. We just both needed a chance to talk.
She has a family and I have a husband who is never in town and both of us never treat ourselves to lunch.
Mark was in town so he was able to drop me off and then come pick me up. We split lunch so we had some leftovers which we both decided we should give to Mark.
Like I said I am walking pretty good today so I decided to just bring my cane. Asked for help when I needed it ( I couldn't manage the cane, the stairs and the precious box of leftovers for Mark) all at the same time. I was so happy with my progress walking.
As many of you know I gave up ( ok fired) my personal trainer. And physical therapists out here couldn't spell MS let alone know what to do with a person who deals with it. so I decided I would be my own physical therapist and personal trainer.
I have doing alot of research on walking and gait problems and my plan is to walk better.
When I think of how much money I have wasted paying someone it makes me sick.
I am already walking better. Today proved my efforts are working. Im proud of myself and I will keep you updated on my progress.
Have a great day everybody. Storms are coming ourway again for tonight.( surprise surprise)
Cathy
http://www.themsshoppe.com/
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Sunday, July 25, 2010
Sunday..Sunday...Sunday
Still deciding what to do today. Had coffee, breakfast, checked my facebook pages ( one for the business), played some games while I was there.
Still have a long to do list but of items that really wont take a long time.
We will probably head out on the boat for a while. Weather is nice but the dark clouds appear to be looming a short distance away.
The Fair is this weekend so we have been going to sleep with the sounds of free concerts... I think one night was Neal McCoy and last night was defintely Ted Nugent.
Monday starts the EAA. I love when they are are in town. EAA is Experimental Aircraft Association. their headquarters are in Oshkosh, not too far away. Every year it brings the greatest planes and airshows plus tons of vsitors ( good for the economy). The show is probably next weekend but I love to watch the arrival of all the planes.
Unfortunately, every year there is always a crash or two. Often it sounds like a little plane is running out of gas over your home.
I will get a free airshow though and I love planes so I'll be very excited to sit and watch it.
I suppose I should get in the shower and look presentable for the boat. See ya later.
Have a great day everybody.
Cathy
http://www.themsshoppe.com/
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Still have a long to do list but of items that really wont take a long time.
We will probably head out on the boat for a while. Weather is nice but the dark clouds appear to be looming a short distance away.
The Fair is this weekend so we have been going to sleep with the sounds of free concerts... I think one night was Neal McCoy and last night was defintely Ted Nugent.
Monday starts the EAA. I love when they are are in town. EAA is Experimental Aircraft Association. their headquarters are in Oshkosh, not too far away. Every year it brings the greatest planes and airshows plus tons of vsitors ( good for the economy). The show is probably next weekend but I love to watch the arrival of all the planes.
Unfortunately, every year there is always a crash or two. Often it sounds like a little plane is running out of gas over your home.
I will get a free airshow though and I love planes so I'll be very excited to sit and watch it.
I suppose I should get in the shower and look presentable for the boat. See ya later.
Have a great day everybody.
Cathy
http://www.themsshoppe.com/
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Saturday, July 24, 2010
shovel anyone?
I am in the middle of cleaning our home office which also is the office of our business http://www.themsshoppe.com/.
The past few months have been so busy with the business it seems everything else got put on the back burner.
I am trying to get caught up with tax stuff and general paperwork, inventory, donations, etc.
It seems when you start a cleaning project it gets worse before it gets better. It will get better. I need the office a little more organized. I know where things are I just have to move 8 things to get to them. haha !
So if anybody has a spare shovel and time on their hands I'd love some help. If not I'll crank up my tunes and do it "one step at a time" Now where have I heard that saying before?
Have a great day everybody ! Hug a dog, a friend, your spouse.
Cathy
http://www.themsshoppe.com/
Tell a friend !! And stop by and visit us on facebook...:-)
The past few months have been so busy with the business it seems everything else got put on the back burner.
I am trying to get caught up with tax stuff and general paperwork, inventory, donations, etc.
It seems when you start a cleaning project it gets worse before it gets better. It will get better. I need the office a little more organized. I know where things are I just have to move 8 things to get to them. haha !
So if anybody has a spare shovel and time on their hands I'd love some help. If not I'll crank up my tunes and do it "one step at a time" Now where have I heard that saying before?
Have a great day everybody ! Hug a dog, a friend, your spouse.
Cathy
http://www.themsshoppe.com/
Tell a friend !! And stop by and visit us on facebook...:-)
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Fun things happening at The MS Shoppe
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Things here at the business have been crazy. Busy busy busy.
Mark flew home from Australia on Saturday and I was so busy with orders. I always like to stay busy when he travels back from home across the pond and I did.
Mark had to use our big tub ( from the post office) to carry all the orders to the post office on Monday.
If you haven't checked out the website recently, please stop by and visit us http://www.themsshoppe.com/
We added a bunch of new items...an orange ribbon lapel pin, a car magnet, new shirts, the handiplac and bears, bears and more bears.
Have a great day everybody.
Cathy
http://www.themsshoppe.com/
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Mark flew home from Australia on Saturday and I was so busy with orders. I always like to stay busy when he travels back from home across the pond and I did.
Mark had to use our big tub ( from the post office) to carry all the orders to the post office on Monday.
If you haven't checked out the website recently, please stop by and visit us http://www.themsshoppe.com/
We added a bunch of new items...an orange ribbon lapel pin, a car magnet, new shirts, the handiplac and bears, bears and more bears.
Have a great day everybody.
Cathy
http://www.themsshoppe.com/
Tell a Friend
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